Revelations.

All it took was one visit, a mere two hours of conversation and catching up, and I feel happy again. I feel again. There is no emptiness, no sadness. All it took was that little fragment of time to show me she still cares, and here I am, a better person than yesterday.

I still have a busy break ahead of me. Adventures, shopping, Christmas Eve, Christmas Day, a big party, shenanigans with friends, a trip to the beach for New Years, a breakfast reunion, and whatever else comes my way. And here I was thinking I wouldn't have anything to keep me occupied this month.

I drew another picture again today, this time as a gift for Sarah. I had read on one of her blogs that she felt her passion again after so long, horse jumping -- or as she likes to call it, flying. So I decided to draw a picture of a girl jumping a fence on her horse, with her horse. Next to it, I wrote "Keep On Flying." I hope she liked it. I think she did.

In fact, the past few drawings I've made have been more realistic than my usual abstract stylization of drawing. I think they look good, but then again, I have to look at a real picture of something before I can draw it. It's also helped me out to divide the image into a grid, because I still struggle with proportions when I draw. Alas, I get it done.

Not much more to say tonight. I'm not feeling philosophical or esoteric tonight.

But I am happier.